Yesterday was quite interesting ( Read more... )

Just so you know, no the time on the clock is not wrong. It is 4:00 in the morning I am wide awake ( Read more... )

I feel incomplete. Why is it that I feel some things that I don't want to feel.
Maybe this is the end. The pushing away.
The I DONT NEED YOU AND I NEVER WILL need to get someone out of their life.

I guess you don't realize that I need you.
And I guess I don't realize you'll never care.

I have $526 and I have no clue what to spend it on.

The part of me that always wins says to save it.
The other side says to spend it on something, but I don't know what.
I don't need anything. I don't want anything.

My mom says I have to spend at least $30. Anyone have any ideas?

( Gay little survey thing )

I don't believe it feels like Christmas. Not just the day (since it's 15 minutes away) but the season. I guess that ever since I realized Santa wasn't real and my parents started sticking to my list, it just hasn't felt the same. No excitement, no joy, just the same old ( Read more... )

I don't believe it feels like Christmas. Not just the day (since it's 15 minutes away) but the season. I guess that ever since I realized Santa wasn't real and my parents started sticking to my list, it just hasn't felt the same. No excitement, no joy, just the same old ( Read more... )

My uncle that came into town was the one that was really sick for a while ( Read more... )

My uncle that came into town was the one that was really sick for a while ( Read more... )

Friday I was supposed to give blood, surprisingly passed the anemia test, and when they went to draw blood, couldn't find my veins. I wasn't really disappointed since I was sorta freaked and all ( Read more... )