Havent written in a while...Monday I had a doctors appointment where I recived a full physical, a Pap smear, a flu shot had blood taken and was diagnosed with ADD. Interesting day..oh yeah we had a 2 hour delay that day too, and almost skidded off the road a few times..then went to wal mart and got talked to by a supposedly famous guy..Tyler Hilton ( Read more... )

I dont remember when I last updated this biotch but..oh well...friday friday friday what happened on friday...BOMB SCARE again...theyre routine by now but this time it was on camera paaoerntly...so whoever did it..its screwed up the ass then went on the bus katie wasnt there..I lost my shoe and talked to rachel and ben...it was really cold then got ( Read more... )

umm feeling better :) went for my LAST driving lesson today..saw a lot of people I know driving...ALfred included...THEN I GOT MY EFFFFFING PAPERS LISCENSE HERRRRRE I COME YO then I babysat...we watched shrek 2...gets better every time then came home and layed like on the woodstove then showered and started my essay..I wish I had a life

yeah guess whos in deep shit..I overreacted so much to everything today...the ashes...the family feud...my parents accusing me of things and the erin deal that I went crazy on my wrists and I fell asleep on the couch and my sweatshirt sleeve showed it and now my parents really dont know what to do with me..yeah im their only fucked up kid....oh joy ( Read more... )

she said she didnt block me, so yeah I over reacted everything upsets me lately I dont blame people for hating me

I hate me for crists fucking sakes

so I still hate everyone even if they dont do anything wrong because I am a massive bitch

let me just start by saying I am most likely over reacting, and Im know Im going to piss erin off with this but I dont really give a fuck at the moment ( Read more... )

really really really not okay lately been bad...doin bad things and I had like the biggest nervous breakdown yesterday normally im goot at keeping them on the down low in my room but I really flipped out I dunno why, and my mom was like trying to calm me down and it wasnt working, they must think Im crazy well anywho today I drove, then family ( Read more... )

Ummmm today was good...2 Hour delay for the second day in a row, madame pissed me off I cant wait till this years over so I can drop the fuck out of that french hell holeI call francais class. I had three tests today..that was stressful..im pretttty much fucked way way up the ass if I do bad...which is discouraging. I drove all the way to the mall ( Read more... )

My Great Aunt Died today....thats depressing....I dunno
im like....its so wierd like all of a sudden being lonelys starting to hit me...like yeah it happens from time to time but its pretty intense this time....I dunno man I dont know what I want/need anymore