i'm a magick horse!
...don't ask. but i AM.
i mean, really...what kind of a horse has blue hair? a magick one. that's what kind.
today was GOODGOODGOODGOODGOOD. why aren't you here for me to sing to and dance with and knit with? why aren't you here when goodness is good?
first off, i wore a slip and a boddessthinger today, and those just make me feel sexypretty...but not really. you know? yeah. maybe you do. maybe you don't. but grrrah. i'm skeptical about the way i look. i mean, after all, i'm a teenage girl. so wearing clothes i like and jewelry i like and stuff like that...it helps.
and i blahed through physics just fine. i think i did well on the "quiz" we took. she let us out early.
i bought a bagel and it was warm and i was cold and it made me happy. i'm a TOTAL bagel addict. noah's is heaven.
my class let me be the magick horse. and then they told me i made a beautiful horse. and a very convincing horse. i was proud.
i took a nap and played with emily's birthday presents today(she got a purpleGLITTERhat, sting[the sword...complete with sound effects], a soft puppydogdoll, and a sweet smelling candle[but she wouldn't really let me play with that]. i spent all of 2nd period playing with her things. it rocked. i even named the puppydogdoll...but i didn't tell emily that.
i drank chai and ate cookies in english class, and we talked about whether ophelia(from hamlet) went crazy or not. i feel a certain affinity with ophelia, so it really upset me that people thought that. and then...it upset me more that their points were fairly valid. but still...i don't think she was crazy. i think she was in pain. i think she may have acted a little strange, but fuckin' a...so much of it reminds me of me. if i had been in her place...i would have done the same things. and i love her and the way she sees the world. when laura called ophelia weak i wanted to slap her. ophelia is strong...she just loves too much. or something. i dunno. but grrrah. please...never insult ophelia around me. it upsets me more than i can explain. is that weird?
but that was the one not-so-good thing that happened today.
we took an EASY quiz in math today, and then i got the results from the big test back...i was all scared and MEH! *hidesfrommathteacher* i got a 99%????????????????
i've never gotten that in math. ever. evereverever. i was sooooooooooo happy. i've never gotten anywhere NEAR that in math. i did a dance.
and we were let out of class 20 minutes early.
and my mom was so happy, and i was so happy, about my math test that we decided i deserved a treat. so we bought me a cd and burnable cds and i'm HAPPY. i also went christmas shopping and i'm really happy with the things i'm getting everyone. i think i'm happier than they'll be...but that's ok, right? i dunno. maybe not.
i'm going to run off and burn you all cds now...
want anything specific?
and OOOOOOOH...i've decided to start knitting people hats. beanies. want one? color/size...if you want one, i need to know how big your head is. measure around where you'd wear the beanie. k? k.
anyway.
when i went to tower, my mom told me not to buy anything on my wish list...so i had a hard time finding a cd. almost every single cd i saw was on my list!!!! that's CRAZY.
i ended up buying the kings of convenience' quiet is the new loud and i love it. it makes me sad knowing that so many of the cds i saw and wanted to buy but couldn't because they're on my wish list i probably won't receive for christmas anyway...grrrah. anyway. yeah. so today was warm and fuzzy and happy. despite my sickness.