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the back of my head is screaming right now. i have things to say but i dont know how they will come out. you see i only have a few days left of service until the phone goes out and i lose my 'net till about a week alter and i settle into the big O. i am so sleepy right now. that the world seems less real than it should

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service

[anonymous]

your journal entrees havent been very happy lately
are you still hung up on that girl? why do you want to dream about some girl that broek your heart so bad? and what service are you in? i read your journal all the time and i cant remember you mentining being in the air force or anything

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nah i'm not hung up on her. that one night i was just lonely and very drunk.

i am in the army and have been for almost four years and the i am now at the home strech chomping at the bit waiting to get the fug out. two more weeks. and the "her" in this blog was meant for another her. well an almost generic her. just a woman who makes me smile and makes me cum.

as far as my entries being happy, i doubt they ever really were unless i was really drunk or i just got laid. there are few runs of happiness with me but fug such is life and at least i have contentment.

[anonymous]

youve said some pretty fucked up things before but a generic woman? i hope your talking about a girl you saw in playboy dude cuz its not cool to think of or treat girls like that man

[anonymous]

why do you keep harping on just that ONE aspect of his entry? He spoke of other things, perhaps even more important than that one comment.

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thanks i think. what do you think is more important than that one comment?

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generic, ideal sometimes words go hand in hand. its funny you seem to think i equate women with cattle for some reason. has the words bitch or 'ho every been typed up till this point? no

i was talking of a dream girl, a fantasy, a hope, a dream. not a random girl with which to shag. its funny i would think that is one of the least fuct things i have ever said but hey you live you learn.

more proof people suck

and you know

[objectsubject]

I'm still wishing you the best...glad to see you going home.