i dont understand why he wont be with me. he says he doesnt think it'll ever work becase we argue. all couples argue. i just wish he would try. i'm more than willing to do anything to be with him. but i guess love is a 2-way street and this is one-sided. i now know what heart break feels like. it was love at first sight with me. i remember telling ( Read more... )

have u ever wondered what it is like to truly be so devastated that you cant do anything but cry. well i officially know how it feels. i've been moping aroun orlando crying my eyes out for two days now. kyle broke up with me.. well it was mutual at first and then right after i realized that i cant be without him and he wont be with me. so therefore ( Read more... )

jeez i have a lot to say. i never update this journal and i think thats gonna change. so this past weekend i moved into my new home. a lovely condo that is fit for a queen (can u tell i love it?) i've been working at marble slab creamery for a week now. i'm not sure of how much love it. i but it's a simple job and it's close by. i'm not going to ( Read more... )

so since i havent had an actual entry in a while im updating this to give a little update on my life. I've switched majors..again. now the goal is to major in sociology and minor in judaic studies and women studies. I should be able to do it all in 4 years without killing myself. This year has gone by so fast, and I can't believe that i'm ( Read more... )

never have i ever been so proud of anyone! congrats to my absolutely fantastic and amazing brother...harvard law c/o 2009! cant wait to do the visits to boston! who would've thought that someone in my family is that smart? he obviously got ALL of those genes. haha.anyways yay to the best brother ever!!!!!! going to boca this weekend with kathie. ( Read more... )

i tihnk the month of february is officially going to kick my butt. here is the craziness that will consume my life for the next 28 days ( Read more... )

ive decided i dont thank people enough. i just want to send a quick thankyou out to a few people. i am just so happy to know i have such an amazing family, best friends, and boyfriend. sometimes it takes a shock to the system to know how loved you are. after a huge fight last night.. and feeling unloved by my family.. i woke up this morning after ( Read more... )

so im just going to restate some misconceptions if you will.. in reference to my last post ( Read more... )

newsflash. boca is the most lame city around. i cant wait until break picks up a little. this week will be fun to spend with the fam. then i have 2 weeks of boredom which will include channukkah, new years, dinner parties, my brother, playtime in miami and gardens, seeing amanda, hopefully seeing the boyfriend (who i already miss ridiculous amounts ( Read more... )

i have learned so much this past weekend. and i'll share it with the world ( Read more... )