i had a really amazing night last night.

but my head's a mess, so how long can good feelings last?

hopefully a really long time.

also, "When You're Falling" (Peter Gabriel is one of my new favorite songs.)

so confused.

"The Hours"

then i plan to watch "White Oleander".

is this some need to feel like some people really have it worse?

this one is for miss harlequinnaide

( Which Disney Princess are you? )

do you ever get the feeling that you aren't supposed to have a certain feeling? like it's wrong or bad to have that feeling? I've been feeling that lately ( Read more... )

seems to be working, due to one of my biggest heroes, Mr. Rion.

he stayed here for two whole days fixing my life, as well as my technology, i don't know what i'd do without him.

:)

again, mom and i were on the phone with Dell techs for hours and hours. all they could say was either ( Read more... )

how long is a person supposed to mourn?

throwing myself into work is only helping a little.

then i have to think about it again.

i don't want to mourn forever.

4.5 days to go to finish a 10 page paper (i have the first paragraph) and Susan hasn't sent me back any comments or anything on my outline. Whitney suggested just writing the damn thing and then waiting for Susan's email, then tuning it to what she says, so, tomorrow i will begin ( Read more... )

i am still feeling really sick this morning. my mom got me a smoothie with weight gain stuff so i am hoping it will be a miracle and make me not feel the need to vomit. the truth is, i tend to vomit from am empty rather than a full stomach. so, i think it's helping...i can't get rid of the shakes--the Klonipin should help with that, but my ( Read more... )