After quite the hiatus, I am back on line. There have been so many changes in my life since my last posting. I guess it would help if I actually read that and figured out what I am going to say to since I am back.
In learning this path, it is only important to walk on the real ground, to act on the basis of reality. The slightest phoniness, and you fall into the realm of demons.
I am so tired...that damn John! I got absolutely NO SLEEP last night and FUCKING GREAT...today is the XMAS party at work and I am sleepy, tired and irritable as hell. What an impression I'm going to make!