Sleeping with the enemy

[bluntnoise]

Yesterday I awoke to those all familiar feelings of self doubt. It wasn't so much that I was hating myself but more the life I've been leading in recent weeks. Never before have I ever spent so much time doing absolutely nothing. Thus, I took it upon myself to call Krissy and put an end to my pity party. At her apartment I managed to get a really

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[___holysmokes]

Kelly,
you are not a freak!
What happened to you was awful &
It's bound to affect you in these ways;
It's normal, sweetheart.
& With time, you will get over it..
I know it seems hard to think that way now;
But you will. It will get better.

Love,
xx

[kelstar]

Don't be embarassed, I've been raped too - and feel the same exact way. You can only go so far until you hit the point where you subconciously lock up - but it was brave of you to explain yourself.

I wish I could give you advice on it, but I have problems with that stuff too. Just know I'm around - in the same shoes that you're in.