you're the camelest person ever

[bluralltheline]

remember how happy i was in my last entry? its amazing how fast something like that can be killed. im still happy with school and work and my friends, but my family life is atrocious. my mom has been on a rampage. all she does is yell about how unhappy she is because no one in the family does anything. she talks about how she keeps trying to help

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you SO are the camelest person ever.

[neon_ballroom_]

did this all start up again because of what happened? i feel so terrible about that. im so sorry..it hella wasnt worth all of this. i <3 you and i dont want you to be unhappy. im sorry.

Re: you SO are the camelest person ever.

[bluralltheline]

not at all. it was because she is pissed off and crazy. dont feel terrible...not your fault. nothing to do with that. i <3 you too. you sound like me...apologising. except you didnt do anything wrong. my moods have been really up and down lately. likely because of my new meds. i need to stabilise. hopefully i'll be better in a few days. wouldnt that be fabulous if my pills sparked a manic episode? oh man. that would blow hardcore. but yeah...anyway...completely not your fault. i love you.
xo meLonada