Blame me ~ im totally forget to update my LJ here ~
-dies- Im such a FAIl person ~
open my twiiter the first thing catch attention ~
yoojin's tweet ... T^T omg ~~ it happen to her again ~
maybe im busy body but im really care bout my friends ... although we never met before ... but still i care !
i dont hope my friend in such sad mode ... it hurt ... *bang myself to the wall * Annabella ng ~ you're so busybody ~
And bout my FAIL kyumin fic ... i cant think what to write .... im a loser ... blame ma again thx ~
another sad & bad news ... bout my father ... he going to leave us again ... and again to somewhere far although in the same country ...
last time when he gone ... he gone for ten years .... it such along time .... now how long will he go ....
with his unstable sickness in his liver .... i know he really care us ... cause we still in school .. he still need to pay for all fees ...
how useless am i ... cant even help anything ... hope i can faster finish my degree and get a nice job so i can make my parent's responsible less ...But now i still cant help .... i don't know when will he leave us forever ... because the doctor got told my father that he just got a few more years to live ... damn you ... i dont want him to leave me so soon ... now he need to go work again ???! i will pray everyday ... to hope he will be safe and healthy ... And i swear i can do anything to make him to live ... shorten my live to him .. no prob .. i juz hope he can back to or side safety .... hear my prayer god ... plz ....T^T
Ah .. almost forgot ...
a nice news ~~ thx for my ex-crush ~~ he so good to help me to find and even buy Super Junior's 3jb ~~ thx yoke tying ~~ you such a nice guy ~ glad to have a friend like you ~~ wakakka ~~
hope you can give me soon ~~ hehe ~~~ thx a lot ~~