I found a plus for attending a small populated school...Small libraries!! Our fiction section is quite small so when I needed to find a book with an author to whom I don't recall the name, I just have to look through a few books before I find it. W00t!! My first SS class sucks...I mean it's easy, Writing Process, but Im the only girl. I get to ( Read more... )

Maddie-addie Feeny, I wanted to say peace out but I hate waking people up, so...BYE! Ha, my car died 2 times in the parking lot...Bitches ( Read more... )

It's kind of hard to be there but not so I just was not, it made me feel better. Whatev. *rolls eyes*
Im over the anger I was feeling, heh. I figured it wasn't worth the energy if thats how things are going down ( Read more... )

Then i was like " remember that one time that tasha got bitch smacked by a seat "===Lmao ( Read more... )

*gasp* Teehee! I just got the most random phone call...EVER! It was from my cousin Alexsis...We used to be soo effing close and then we didnt talk for a long ass time...Until today obviously, heh. Apparently shes engaged and I approved cause when I saw him at Christmas he was effing hott, lol...Sad that I approve marriage according to hottness? ( Read more... )

I think I'll just go crazy, yell what I think at everybody and then kill myself. Or just move away, that works too I guess ( Read more... )

Is it wrong for me to know what the FUCK is going on?
Probably.

I just wanted to be there.

Really too lazy to make a real entry ( Read more... )

I tried thinking through what I should do but all I ended up doing was crying. I have no effing idea what I'm supposed to do now. I told myself before anything happened that I wouldn't do it. God I lie to myself so effing much. All I want to do is lay somewhere beautiful under the stars or duing sunset with my girlfriend and just...Talk. But I ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure I'm about to do something horribly stupid.

Edit: 3:46 AM
Yup.

I'll be your best kept secret
And your biggest mistake.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day.
I know your not, but whenever I doubt that you are I can just think of that faux smile lit up hardly by the dim lamp on your desk to convince myself for ( Read more... )