Just when everything looks good.......

Nov 21, 2005 18:38

Well today was by far the worst day in my life in a very long time ( Read more... )

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execute_me_666 November 21 2005, 18:02:31 UTC
ive been in a similar place as you have. losing friends like that and whatnot and i too take the responsibility for it, but it doesn't make it any less difficult.

but whatever you do, dont start cutting. it's not worth it, trust me.

im here for ya as best i can be, as well.

<3
Cecelia

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ty blurredatari November 21 2005, 18:04:54 UTC
Thanks but its not really something I have full control of.....

I mean as soon as I go home I am gonna fall back into feeling like shit and crap like that.....
I really dont want to cut but it might happen I dunno

I appreciate your help and everything but i dont know.....

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orange_rainbowz November 21 2005, 20:49:40 UTC
mark-

i had the most respect for you, and i trusted you like you woundnt believe. i thought you were tight as hell. to think about hwat happened makes me ball my eyes out and i dont know exactly what to say. but the whole thing about not remembering because of alcohol, maybe thats a clue that you shouldnt be drinking like you do. i dont know what i feel towards you right now. i will tell you straight up dont fucking cut yourself, because it isnt worth it. i used to cut and in the end it doesnt solve anything. you are just hurting everyone even more by cutting yourself. and i know thats not what you want to do. i dont know how this is all going to work out but in the end something will. i am sorry if i have said too much but i tryed to say what i wanted to say without saying too much.

amber

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