ive been in a similar place as you have. losing friends like that and whatnot and i too take the responsibility for it, but it doesn't make it any less difficult.
but whatever you do, dont start cutting. it's not worth it, trust me.
i had the most respect for you, and i trusted you like you woundnt believe. i thought you were tight as hell. to think about hwat happened makes me ball my eyes out and i dont know exactly what to say. but the whole thing about not remembering because of alcohol, maybe thats a clue that you shouldnt be drinking like you do. i dont know what i feel towards you right now. i will tell you straight up dont fucking cut yourself, because it isnt worth it. i used to cut and in the end it doesnt solve anything. you are just hurting everyone even more by cutting yourself. and i know thats not what you want to do. i dont know how this is all going to work out but in the end something will. i am sorry if i have said too much but i tryed to say what i wanted to say without saying too much.
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but whatever you do, dont start cutting. it's not worth it, trust me.
im here for ya as best i can be, as well.
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Cecelia
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I mean as soon as I go home I am gonna fall back into feeling like shit and crap like that.....
I really dont want to cut but it might happen I dunno
I appreciate your help and everything but i dont know.....
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i had the most respect for you, and i trusted you like you woundnt believe. i thought you were tight as hell. to think about hwat happened makes me ball my eyes out and i dont know exactly what to say. but the whole thing about not remembering because of alcohol, maybe thats a clue that you shouldnt be drinking like you do. i dont know what i feel towards you right now. i will tell you straight up dont fucking cut yourself, because it isnt worth it. i used to cut and in the end it doesnt solve anything. you are just hurting everyone even more by cutting yourself. and i know thats not what you want to do. i dont know how this is all going to work out but in the end something will. i am sorry if i have said too much but i tryed to say what i wanted to say without saying too much.
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