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FUCK. I SO JUST LOST AN ENTIRE ENTRY. GODDAMN IT.


xhopelesstimmyx (11:05:39 PM): how are you
cjennings09 (11:05:53 PM): gooooood
cjennings09 (11:05:59 PM): im eating pretzels with peanut butter
cjennings09 (11:06:01 PM): how are you?
xhopelesstimmyx (11:06:03 PM): awesome
xhopelesstimmyx (11:06:04 PM): im sad
xhopelesstimmyx (11:06:09 PM): im missing the one person i shouldnt miss
cjennings09 (11:06:35 PM): aww timmy
cjennings09 (11:06:41 PM): i wish you didnt feel like that
xhopelesstimmyx (11:10:20 PM): i love feeling like this. it puts things into perspective
cjennings09 (11:10:27 PM): timmy
cjennings09 (11:10:28 PM): how so?
xhopelesstimmyx (11:11:49 PM): it makes me realize how much i deserve all this hate and guilt
xhopelesstimmyx (11:11:52 PM): and pain
cjennings09 (11:11:55 PM): god timmy
cjennings09 (11:11:56 PM): you do not
xhopelesstimmyx (11:12:00 PM): of course, this is all towards myself
cjennings09 (11:12:01 PM): you cant help who you have feelings for
xhopelesstimmyx (11:12:03 PM): no one but me
cjennings09 (11:12:05 PM): you cant turn them off
cjennings09 (11:12:14 PM): and you arent fucking sleeping on your floor tonight
xhopelesstimmyx (11:13:18 PM): :-(
xhopelesstimmyx (11:13:20 PM): why not
cjennings09 (11:13:29 PM): because you dont need to
cjennings09 (11:13:35 PM): god..you dont need to teach yourself a lesson
cjennings09 (11:13:43 PM): you dont need the pain or the hurt or anything bad
cjennings09 (11:13:47 PM): you dont deserve it
cjennings09 (11:13:52 PM): you love a girl and you cant help that
xhopelesstimmyx (11:15:12 PM): :-\
cjennings09 (11:15:24 PM): dont sleep on  your florr
cjennings09 (11:15:25 PM): dont
cjennings09 (11:15:27 PM): floor*

i love you celia darling