"Lay down and take your medicine boy
eyes closed and turn out the lights girl
relax and shut your eyes boy
it's cold now hold each other

Just hold eachother tonight
just kiss and dance all night
until morning comes"

The weekend is pretty much here.
How thrilling =).

My face is completely wet from crying.
I don't know what to do with myself.
Well, I do know what to do...it's just not the best idea.

I have to do this. I have to erase everything that reminds me of you.
I have to let it all go.

Tonight I will be going to bed early ( Read more... )

Buh. Weekends with the gang make me look forward to something.
I'm excited to get close with everyone again.
It's much needed.

As of right now - I feel pretty decent.
I know what will happen, even if it's not the best idea.
But at this point in time, it is the best idea for me.

Time to take a bath!
<3

1. I've never wanted to leave MI before, but now...I've been daydreaming of doing just that ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that I was laying on my bed with someone that I will not name, and all they were doing was just looking at me ( Read more... )

I feel dead.

"When I said I loved you, it was because I loved you
When I said I needed you, well, I really need you
Yeah, I guess you hurt me
For once you're a man of your words
Well, guess what? I'm leaving
I can't be your prisoner"

Joes for the night.
Then tomorrow = good time with Angela, Joe, Malcolm, Jason, Kadee, and possibly Liana.

1. Sleeping as many days away as possible ( Read more... )

I've realized I write letters whenever I can't get up the courage to say it to someones face ( Read more... )

What should a person do in a situation like this?
Well, what I'd usually do is something not too fit.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
So much for good feelings.

Love is supposed to win.
You're not supposed to give up, especially if you really love that person.

All of this makes me wonder too much.


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