what would happen if i asked ( Read more... )

now that i think about it..
what the hell was i thinking?
all day on the river..
all night on the backporch..
"how much were they?"
"i have no secrets."
"you ok?"

and everything was alright for a while.
i'm starting to think it will never happen.
at least for now she knows peace.

do you ever wonder what eludes you?
what you're missing?

and it will hit like a sack of rocks.
take you by storm and make you smile
lift you up even.
what was that you ask?
what rose from the depths like a rocket?
the realization. a better understanding.
brought on by the urge to share, then restraint.
what are you getting out of it?

i'm afraid of your opinion...so whatever...
how often do you betray your best interests?

why all the gossip ( Read more... )

i've always had this problem..
everywhere i am, i dont want to be there..
tell others? no - they'd take it wrong..
pissed, pisses off my dad..
never really happy that way..
only place i've ever really wanted to be..

-i haven't been there yet-

so i've decided to look for it.

i need my dog right now ( Read more... )

when i finally came to terms with it.
it scared the shit out of me.
seeing the future a little too late.
do i have enough time to change it?
simply haunted, haunting.
is it the end of classes?
is it the beginning of a new direction?
where am i headed?
more importantly, what am i coming from?
how will i find myself in this

how hard can it be to keep a secret?

i dont know why i'm concerned ( Read more... )