Usually I like to write here,
I've had a rough week and a bit. I feel really stupid. Really stupid. Why do I always have to go on about things like I do? I've never felt so naive. I suppose it's just proof that I haven't grown up, not a bit. Some joke it was, letting me dance and go on like that, so happy. I hope you had a good laugh, Malfoy, and whoever. I don't think I'll go to the next ball, if we have another. Malfoy will probably just fight Harry again anyway. Ron is right, these things are nightmares.
I really don't want to write in here right now, but I'm afraid I'll get points taken away if I don't. I don't like saying so much in here, but I can't seem to help it, I just talk and talk and talk, it's hard to stop, and I haven't had anyone to talk to really. I've not spent one moment with Soblessa since the dance. Actually, that's incorrect, I've sat next to her in classes and at the table, and Colin, too, of course, since it's like someone slipped them some of that sticky potion and they're stuck together at the hip now. She does her homework with Colin now. I've been busy reading a really heavy Hermione-sized book for Transfiguration - Madam Pince suggested it to me and I've tried to study it, but I'm only 200 or so pages in and I've not absorbed a thing...
I really need to talk to Cho, only I don't think she wants to talk to me. I thought at first she was maybe just sick, but she hasn't come to talk to me in ages, and I don't want to go over to the Ravenclaw table. It's just too embarrassing. I need to know if she's upset with me or not... but I just wouldn't be able to stand it if she is.
Harry hurt his knee, but he says he's all right. That's good. I mean that it's good he's all right, not that he hurt his knee.
I really don't want to write in here right now, but I'm afraid I'll get points taken away if I don't. I don't like saying so much in here, but I can't seem to help it, I just talk and talk and talk, it's hard to stop, and I haven't had anyone to talk to really. I've not spent one moment with Soblessa since the dance. Actually, that's incorrect, I've sat next to her in classes and at the table, and Colin, too, of course, since it's like someone slipped them some of that sticky potion and they're stuck together at the hip now. She does her homework with Colin now. I've been busy reading a really heavy Hermione-sized book for Transfiguration - Madam Pince suggested it to me and I've tried to study it, but I'm only 200 or so pages in and I've not absorbed a thing...
I really need to talk to Cho, only I don't think she wants to talk to me. I thought at first she was maybe just sick, but she hasn't come to talk to me in ages, and I don't want to go over to the Ravenclaw table. It's just too embarrassing. I need to know if she's upset with me or not... but I just wouldn't be able to stand it if she is.
Harry hurt his knee, but he says he's all right. That's good. I mean that it's good he's all right, not that he hurt his knee.