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[blushing_memory]

I wish I could just scream out loud how I feel inside. I want so badly to just crawl into my inner self and just yank out all the hurt and all the feelings and emotions that I've carried inside for so long and just drown it from my memory. I want so badly to be re-born but into a life nothing like this, not even close. I wish I could be re-born

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[sleepytoast]

I'm sorry to hear of your despair. It is familiar to me. I think it's human nature to want to be someone else. "The grass is always greener on the other side," as they say. The truth is, though, that if you were to meet someone with the exact life you've been dreaming of, with all of the "perfect" circumstances and all--if that's possible--chances are that they might not be so happy either. I think that life is as great as you decide it is. There will always be things that you want to change. The bad stuff just has to be chalked up to experience. It all depends on how you deal with the badness. Everything has a not-so-ugly side to it, even if that is just to teach you a horrible but valuable lesson.

If you can't turn this around for a long time, and you find that it can't get better, or that it gets worse, you should really seek help. That is the only thing that has saved me.

I hope you feel better soon, sweetie.

[sleepytoast]

P.S. *hugs*

[blehyousuck]

yo dude whats up? well i wanted to say you have good taste in music and i like your livejournal... you seem like a intresting person and nice to get to know.. *adds you* latterr

[blushing_memory]

I like your journal too. :ADDS.: