i know you dont care, but i was impressed with what youve written here. i look up to you in some ways, friend. and i respect you very much. and ill be damned...the colts are still undefeated. you called it.
sometimes it's better to watch what you say because some side notes may sound a little conceited and might even hurt one of your 'few' so called friends. livejournal isn't the way to go about saying these things and calling out in so many words that you have few to no friends on a public forum for your best friend or 'friend' rather, to read, isn't kind. through everything we've been through i have still loved you but the feeling isn't mutual i see. you're right, you have changed from the apathetic young boy you once were but would you say being completly cold to the 'love' even if 'love' has been ruined by more people than it has helped a good thing? aparently so. you think it is rational to slide by 'love' just because it seems foolish? don't you think those thoughts and let downs you had with love all stemmed from your used, innocent self? do you not think now that you are a very rational person and know when somethings right, you can't find love now? i'm sorry but life is too simple of a god damn thing to continue to over analize
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dustin, you were never a naive little boy, you just acted like one for attention. acts over and now youre bitter. you found out the hard way that that doesnt keep peoples attention long enough, so now youll convince them that its a priviledge to be around you. good luck, we'll see how long this will keep them.
I respect you because you write what you feel and it is sort of sad that so many people take offense to it. What you wrote about is probably how a lot of people feel, but maybe no one else can explain it like you do. xo
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and it is sort of sad that so many people take offense to it.
What you wrote about is probably how a lot of people feel, but maybe no one else can explain it like you do.
xo
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