If I could name a year, I'd name april 05'-april 06' crossroads. Its kind of a dumb name, since britney spears took it for her "movie" but it fits just the same. I've come to these crossroads so many times in the last year, you'd think i'd be used to it by now. everything has changed so much, i dont even know where to begin to know how to feel ( Read more... )

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Friday night rivaled the worst night of my life. I think I cried for nearly 10 hours, and by saturday afternoon the only things holding me together were 3 cups of tea, 2 doses of xanax, and half a boston cream pie. I've never felt that bruised in my life. And i brought it all upon myself. It can only get better from here.

Ok, so yesterday i get a call from my mom demanding that I get all my stuff out of my old bedroom. Irritated, I obliged today. While at home i go into my mom's room, only to find one of those super real looking baby dolls with my hair color, wrapped in my old baby blanket. CREEPY!

How would you react?

a family thats known me for only a few months has already accepted me more and given me more than my own family ever did

oh yeah and I NEED A NEW JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

any suggestions?

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mild head injury

it never ends

So two trips to the hospital last week and one at the doctor today and I still know nothing. They've done just about every blood test they can do, nothing. I get an aortic ultrasound in two weeks.

i really hope its all just stress...

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