when the bucket is full...

[blutoastur]

oh sheesh. i am such a horrible student. not because i get bad grades or anything, because i generally don't. but fuck! i could be doing so much better. i just do not study or read homework or give a fuck beyond the point that i've left it to the last minute and then i freak out and have a loverly little anxiety attack.
¤ until that point i just do

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[starfishsarah]

i just do not study or read homework or give a fuck beyond the point that i've left it to the last minute and then i freak out and have a loverly little anxiety attack

That is exactly my problems. I don't do anything and I just don't care. Argh.

[blutoastur]

ahoy ahoy, group therapy time! under-achievers anonymous

[1justin]

I never worked at it, neither. Hence my bad grades. But I didn't freak out. I just, yanno, didn't care. At all.

[blutoastur]

i seem to care enough about everything to whig out...about everything usually.

[blutoastur]

i think maybe i work best under-pressure [this is also the only way i've ever worked, so i don't have much to compare to] because then i'm forced to get the IT done. otherwise...i just wont do anything.

[1justin]

I only work under pressure, but I work best when I actually want to do the work. Which is pretty fuckin' rarely.

I always thought of school work as pretty much optional. Once I stopped fretting over what marks I got, I stopped doing the work and just learning for the sake of learning. Selectively learning, of course. It was my own little way of sticking it to The Man. I still say The System is broken when you have to write essays you don't want to on topics you don't care about.

School never got nobody nowhere.

(At least that's what I keep telling myself.)