I'm so fucking stressed out right now. But I'll start with the positive. I had a great weekend. I got to spend it with my love Jake. We had such a fantastic time. We did the obvious, a lot of cuddling and kissing, but we had the greatest sex EVER!!!!!!!!!! We found out what works for us so that we each get the most pleasure out of the experience. I ( Read more... )

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I got a call at about 9:15 this morning. My friend Joanna called. She told me about this job that is totally kick ass. It's being a secret shopperthingamajig. Pretty much i go to stores, inspect them, find someone to help me find something and fill out some paperwork. But here's the kicker, I can get paid like $50 for 20 minutes work. How kick ass ( Read more... )

Blah, yet another entery from the queen of the damned. I've had such a horrible day. I've been on the verge of tears for the entire day if not crying. I was looking foward to Jake calling. I want him to use his phone card to call me so it won't show up on his bill and it's free for me after 7pm. His phone was unplugged. It kind of bummed me out. I ( Read more... )

Damn it. It's only Tuesday morning. I'm totally frickin bumed. I miss Jake so fucking much I can barely put it into words. I hate only being able to see him on the weekends. Hopefully after he graduates he'll be able to come more often. After I talked to him eariler tonight I was so close to just bawling my eyes out it wasn't even funny. I'm ( Read more... )

This song is dedicated to my baby Jake. It totally makes me think of him ( Read more... )

Since I have no life I went poken' around old myspace entries from my former best friend. Let me just say this i'm thoroughly amused by the whole thing. Let's just say one thing I love the internet. She wrote this message about me that was so fucking funny i could barely contain myself. So much hostility. She's all like I hate that fucking bitch ( Read more... )

The past week has been great. Jake came down for his entire school vacation which was wicked pissah. Pardon the Boston-speak. I got my taxes back on Monday which was sweet. Tried my best to spoil him with only 64 dollars. At least I bought him a few packs of smokes. We hung out mainly and just relaxed. Watched some movies and talked. I bought this ( Read more... )