Hey guys, I made it here and all but unfortunately myspace is blocked and I don't have my laptop. Trainings going well though and I have my own M-16(scary eh?). The body armor weighs a shit ton and yesterday we were training from 0545-2100. Long days, but i'm learning a fair amount. Miss you all back home. Take it easy and play(correction:win ( Read more... )

So my smallpox is on a rampage right now. Looks pretty fucking gross lol. Missing friends from back home, working, getting ready to leave, still realizing my sister is pregnant, the usual. I've been using my free weights a bit, I think my arms are getting better. My goal is to come back from afganistan diesel...although coming back at all will ( Read more... )

So i've been a little stressed lately. I bashed my knee up real good playing drunk football. (pic on my myspace) Http://www.myspace.com/DefendItAndHope. So I leave for Afganistan in less than a month, my sister is pregnant with her 26 year old managers kid, and I have my ( Read more... )

And as the truth was told, the gate was not opened as promised. The sky darkened over and the only thing the poor man could see left was himself in the darkness that followed. All the sudden the dangerous road ahead of him didn't look so dangerous because for once, he had nothing left to lose. And a sigh was let out, and they say that with that ( Read more... )

I am at a difficult decision. I've already broken a secret i've been keeping for a long time to a complete stranger, should i tell the person it would pertain to? Time is running short and i leave on the 20th of september. I don't really care about inputs, I just had to vent because this has been driving me crazy.

i miss my friends... =(

9 days 13 hrs and 31 minutes until i land.

Ok, so I'm in this dream right? And i'm going snowboarding. But its not a mountain. Its a paintball course with snow. And kody is there. And Sabrina is there. And this weird asian chick from bootcamp, who really creeped me out, is there. And jennifer aniston is there? WTF. I woke up exactly 5 minutes before my alarm. I wonder how i come ( Read more... )

Sometimes you get a curveball, and you don't always hit. But the point is that you swung. You went to bat and swung with all you've got. I'm in a way better mood than I thought i'd be in, but I am. I also learned another thing, hope is a good thing, even when it doesn't work out. Because think of all the people out there who are too afraid to ( Read more... )

Well I have a car, soon that will lead to a life. I need to go camping. Radcoreness.