believe it or not, i'm bored. this is the first time in forever. i've had five exams in a one week period. it's killin' me! so i was just sittin around eating my ramen noodles and i was like, oo journal update. so, this morning i had my physics final and i decided last night on the phone w/ my mom that if i don't pass i'm going to drop out of ( Read more... )

my emotions are a big old tangled mess right now. i can't even begin to sort them out. honestly, i don't want to. why am i such a girl ( Read more... )

so i was walking around the other day and i was thinking about how boring i am here at school. while most college students spend their nights trashed or enjoying random hook-ups, i like to bum around, watch a movie and play w/ my kitten (who is now named bowie). sometimes, yes, i do feel like i'm missing out on things, but it really doesn't ( Read more... )

yes, it's true, i finally got my kitten. he's soo darn cute. he's the orange tabby that i've always dreamed of. i named him beau. oh my gosh, he's so adorable. he was curled up w/ me, but when i moved to the computer he curled up on the end of the bed closest to me. his little head is smushed up against the bed. oh i love him so. i'm so one ( Read more... )

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so my mom called me this morning w/ some delightful news. first, i will receive zero federal help. and you know what that means kids!! i'll have to pay full tuition!!! yey!!!! granted they barely gave me any this year, but at least it was something. the fun part is that i'm paying for college myself, can't wait for the $80,000 in loans that ( Read more... )

so after i woke up from a much need nap, steph told me that a friend of hers was throwing a party b/c his lease was up. i was a bit excited being that i haven't been to a full blown party in quite sometime. so we get dressed and steph was proud of me b/c i was wearing a boobie shirt and any that knows me, i never reveal any part of my body. we ( Read more... )

well, my birthday was a delight and easter was quite a joy. i feel like things aren't so crazy in my life. i don't know why. i have exams coming out the wa-zoo, but it hasn't really affected me. i think it's b/c i've been exercising. i ran on the treadmill today at the gym w/ steph. i miss running, that was one of the few times when i didn't ( Read more... )

1. john farted on my butt when he was here ( Read more... )

this weekend was totally awesome. first, on friday night i went ice skating w/ some AOE girls. it turns out that i suck at skating. i didn't fall, but it was a terrifying experience. it began w/ me trying to untie my shoes to hand them in for the skates, but instead i got my laces caught up in a huge knot. then when i was taking my skates off ( Read more... )