today was kind of sort of a bad day ( Read more... )

1. Real name: Nicole (Yvonne) Christensen ( Read more... )

we're absolutely crazy ( Read more... )

i am kinda sorta maybe completely broken hearted ( Read more... )

i want to come home ( Read more... )

i burnt my arm ( Read more... )

can i quit ( Read more... )

i'm not gonna lie, i didn't want this year to end

but when i think about it.. what things happened, good or bad

all i think about is india
and i think i really don't like the idea of her being a part of the past

what does 2008 hold for me?

i turn 20
and more than likely, Peanut dies

awesome...
when will 2009 get here?

maybe i'm just being emo-girly

but sometimes i want to run away somewhere that i won't have to have relations with people
i won't have to invest emotions, and expect something back
i won't forget the insignificant role i adopt..

i want to run somewhere that leaves no opportunities for disappointment..

and just when it feels like it's all falling into place

i let go
and lose control of it all...

and the spiraling downward just keeps getting faster and faster