remember when i used to write in this?

i want to do nothing but be on the road for months at a time...

thatd be so ideal.

also: i miss hanging out w/ dudes.

im rather fond of men.

joelseph is home :)

i am feeling drab ( Read more... )

good things are happening soon:

-going on a weekend endeavor w/ trevor's band Urgency to sell merch for them at shows
-travelling w/ emmalee to indiana to see her mom's side of the family and see tierney again

and whatever else gets thrown in there :)

Then the system of strings tugs on the tip of my wings
(cut from cardboard and old magazines)
Makes me warble and rise like a sparrow

i had a dream that i was a heroin addict.

i was skinny, anxious, and didnt care if the syringe was clean or dirty.

i dont like dreams like that.

"I think im probably on crack. I realllllly like songs about russians! It should be june NOW. I have amazing friends. I really would like nothing more than to take a shower RIGHT NOW...or maybe sleep....or maybe i could sleep in the shower...id probably drown...and everyone would make fun of the way i died...but i think theyd secretly miss my ( Read more... )

today on the way home from schenectady i was listening to the intro song on sigur ros' Agaetis Byrjun album and i was looking out the window and the sky was all mottled gray with splices of sunset leaking through which was lovely enough but then this massive flock of geese (or some other formation flying birds) filled the sky...but what made it so ( Read more... )

this was a fairly empty day ( Read more... )