you never know though!!! sometimes scandal bugs settle down. plus, the holidays bring out a different side of people. maybe he's just trying to play hard to get.
happy holidays B! hope life is treating you well :)
He doesn't strike me as the play hard to get type. Anwyay.....
I totally know what you mean. I am also so ready for more than that.
I noticed that you wrote "socially awkward and uncomfortable" - which I don't think you are. But I understand how you feel that there are things about you that you don't that to inhibit you wanting to get out there and put yourself on the market (so to speak). I'm trying to do the same thing myself.
One of the places I'm trying to give a little more discretionary credit is through the internet. We'll see how that goes. Lord, but damn is he hott!!
I just don't know what's going on, you know? For example, last Saturday I went to Splash, and he was there, and he tells me that we should go out and "do something normal." Is that asking me out? We've had that discussion before, and it didn't end well. I can't tell if it's just me, if I'm projecting something that's not there, or if I'm just misreading signs, or if he's just plain fucking with me. This shit is so not fun. I hate dating so much.
I think about everything you wrote and picturing him how he conducts or presents himself to you and it makes me wonder what exactly is "normal" for him.
I'm not trying to say he's abnormal or anything, but this all just shows me how confusing this all is for you and how much easier or at least a little helpful this would all be if there was anything "normal" about the intricacies of dating.
Makes me wish for the days I was better aboput turning the switch off and blocking the signals, because I never really liked what I turned into when I did receive and respond to the signals. What worries me is what may happen if we grow sort of non-receptive and what that may do to us down the line, and that this is part of the process if we want to find love.
*sigh* People are pissing me off so much right now that breaking down the reasons for having to maintain interaction with them was kind of depressing.
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happy holidays B! hope life is treating you well :)
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I totally know what you mean. I am also so ready for more than that.
I noticed that you wrote "socially awkward and uncomfortable" - which I don't think you are. But I understand how you feel that there are things about you that you don't that to inhibit you wanting to get out there and put yourself on the market (so to speak). I'm trying to do the same thing myself.
One of the places I'm trying to give a little more discretionary credit is through the internet. We'll see how that goes. Lord, but damn is he hott!!
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This shit is so not fun. I hate dating so much.
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I'm not trying to say he's abnormal or anything, but this all just shows me how confusing this all is for you and how much easier or at least a little helpful this would all be if there was anything "normal" about the intricacies of dating.
Makes me wish for the days I was better aboput turning the switch off and blocking the signals, because I never really liked what I turned into when I did receive and respond to the signals. What worries me is what may happen if we grow sort of non-receptive and what that may do to us down the line, and that this is part of the process if we want to find love.
*sigh* People are pissing me off so much right now that breaking down the reasons for having to maintain interaction with them was kind of depressing.
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