Hey All,

I havne't been on in a long time. Now that I'm home, I don't have access to the interent. The last time I posted was in may, and I feel like i've been out of the loop. Hope all is going good. I'll try to update more often.

so what that he told me th truth...the fact is that he still did it. i feel like someone punched me in the stomach and the feeling won't go away. i'm not trying to make him feel worse, because i know he feels bad already. but really, how am i supposed to handle this? i'm trying really hard to get passed it, but the same thoughts keep going through ( Read more... )

he's been treating me like shit the last couple of weeks, and i just found out why. he met a girl at the club and they've been talking. last nite, he went to her house. he kissed her/made out with her ( Read more... )

so monday nite, denise (my roommate) and i had to meet with our RA because she is such an immature baby. we got in the RA's room and she asked if i had a side to the story to say, and i said no what happened happened and it's over and done with. then denise started name calling saying stuff like sheif she talked to me alone then she would probably ( Read more... )

Be honest please ( Read more... )

i lost him ( Read more... )

can someone please tell me what's going on? i don't want to deal with this stupid ass drama, so just fucking tell me. he (as in hilton) won't tell me what the hell he said about me to some guy tj, who i don't even know, who told kelly, and the problem is i don't know what he said. he's avoiding my questions, which seems to make me think he lied ( Read more... )

i'm such a girl. by that i mean the mood swings and what not. today is a happy day. lol. anyway i had one class this morning and i'm done for the day. i might go to the gym and work out. i really need to get back into some kinda shape ( Read more... )

i read this poem today. it was called "The Love pet" by ted hughes. it made me think alot about love. it makes me wonder if love is really worth it and if it's all it's cracked up to be. don't get me wrong, i love anthony, but if that's where our relationship is headed, i don't want to go there ( Read more... )