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Here I am again
I know I never update in here anymore...sorry. You guys know how I am: When my life is headed in a positive direction I don't write as much, & when things suck I come running back to my LJ to sort things out in my head ( Read more... ) -
Signs
I'm a person that believes in signs.
I just felt like bringing that up for some reason.
I believe that sometimes when I don't know what to do, or what to say, or if I'm in denial about something for too long life will throw me a sign to snap me back into reality.
I believe in signs.
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Tomorrow
I don't want to talk about tomorrow. In fact, I want to stay inside all day tomorrow so I don't have to hear everyone re-live what happened last year.
Alas, I have to go to a funeral tomorrow, before work.
What a shitty day August 29th will always be. -
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"One day when my life has some kind of linear pattern to it, I will be able to breathe without holding my breath. One day I will look back at the things that I did, and not remember that half of the bullshit happened. One day all the bitterness that I have retained for the people who have hurt me will fade to blank memories."I wrote that a long ( Read more... ) -
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So, I'm on the Coast at my mother's house...or the house I'll soon be moving into....in a room too small to mention. One week. One solid week. This has been the craziest month of my life. It has flown by faster than the time after Katrina. I've been forced to sit down and do a self-eval. Granted, I've forced myself to do so, I think it's about ( Read more... ) -
Opps, I had a secret
So, now that my secret is out (for the most part), I shall post it here for everyone else to see ( Read more... ) -
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I'm sick of weddings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Welcome to a rerun of last year in my life....starting with a ridiculously unexpected funeral...followed by a thousand weddings, showers, receptions, and reunions of all of the people I ran away from.
Thank you everyone for getting married this year!
Woo hoo.
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Ah, LIfe.
My new word that I tottaly stole from someone else :douchebagitudeAh, Life, it's things like that that get me through the day ( Read more... ) -
Once again...
My brain has been through a lot lately. So much that I'm not really sure how to type all of this out ( Read more... ) -
Gone.
I think things and I don't say them. I want things, but I don't need them. I have things, and they're replaceable. I have a life, and things are rhetorical. Stream of concienceness...here it goes ( Read more... )