do you ever have that feeling like you're in transition, like you want to stop and do something but not until you finished with what you’re doing, or get to where you’re going? That’s what it’s been like lately. I keep wondering whets going to happen next. I am always thinking about what m going to write in my journal, but by the end of the night, ( Read more... )

today was a get through the day untill its tommorow kind of day. eventfull, yes but im looking forward to wmilies birthday and im also dreding tommorow because of gread reports, i don't know why i put myself through this every time. oh ben. thismorning i went to starbucks, a nice treat i love goin to get coffee in the morning. it makes me feel so ( Read more... )

the morning started out pretty rough, i got into a yelling contest with my dad. In the end i actually stood up to him and just told him to nock it off. it felt good but it really upset me. i don't know why but i started to cry, i think my dad and i have some issues ( Read more... )

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do u ever wonder about dying or feeling pain for loss? i sometimes wonder what i would feel like to die. I sometimes have the desire to feel pain just so i can feel emotion and feel truly alive, to feel something pulling at my soul, to cry because of its release, to mourn because of the beauty that comes with the shear intensity of the feeling, ( Read more... )

so i was thinking about sundays today and i remembered this move i saw a couple years ago. i hated the move (kate and leopold) im not big on chick flicks, but one thing that meg ryan said in the movei came to mind. it was like five minutes after midnight and it was now sunday and she said something like "that was a great weekend, im so sad it has ( Read more... )

When authorities warn you of the sinfulness of sex, there is an important lesson to be learned. Do not have sex with the authorities ( Read more... )

can i ask you a question ( Read more... )

pho·to·graph-n.
An image, especially a positive print, recorded by a camera and reproduced on a photosensitive surface.

pho·tog·ra·phy-n. The art or process of producing images of objects on photosensitive surfaces ( Read more... )

today was like most days, not boring, filled with little things, and events that can bring u up or down. It was the kind of day where when your parents ask you how ur day was you say fine, and then they say " anything interesting happen?" and you say"no." even though a lot happened but you don't really want to go into detail about every little ( Read more... )