People should learn manners. I hate people. Fuck them. Die ( Read more... )

I got Billy Idol's newest CD today, and let me tell you. Damn good! Man, he still has it! I'd totally see him in concert and throw my panties at him! This is one of the best CDs I've gotten in a long time. W00t! This CD makes me happy. He says naughty things *giggles ( Read more... )

I got four of my CDs today! They're so good!! I got: Mezmerize by System Of A Down, Get Behind Me Satan by The White Stripes, Almost Human by Voltaire, and Save My Soul by Big Bad Voodoo Daddy. Tomorrow Billy Idol's new CD Devil's Playground should get eher, as well as my DVD of Equilibrium. I are t3h happy ( Read more... )

I really wish I could make Lauren not sick. It makes me so sad to see her that way. Poor girl...

I just bought four CDs bitches! TOP THAT! HA! God I love music. I mean, Im getting ( Read more... )

Im ok now. No worries. Just had a breakdown last night. I just sat awake in bed shaking and sobbing, wondering why I have to be alive. Its sad how much I hate(d) myself. Im fine now, still a bit shaken, but ok. Im used to these things. Usually, though, they have a reason, but I cant find one for this one. Maybe just stress at being alive. I ( Read more... )

*Commence emotional breakdown sequence in 5...4...3...2...1..."*

I dont think my Mother deserves to be celebrated, so fuck Mother's Day. I hate this day so much. I get to stay home more and be miserable with my parents. Wow, where's my fucking party hat?

Lets start with last night, shall we? My Mom is cooking for some big ass fund raiser, so its hectic city. Her friend comes over last night to help. She's crazy. Ultra crazy. Dont believe me? Here: So Im sitting there and for some reason my phobia of drowningis brought up in conversation. Sue(the psycho) says "Do you like the dark?" "No" "What are ( Read more... )

My mind never stops aching. Never. Fuck. Today I went through the day like a zombie. I barely remember anything at all that happened. I remember Lauren wearing her hood and looking cute, me laughing and her whimpering for me to not make fun of her. Then at lunch I put her over my shoulder for some reason ( Read more... )