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clear goals
I have read a lot of literature pertaining to setting clear goals and then achieving those goals by either short or long term. So today, May 20 2014,I plan to set those goals and do what I takes to reach them. Below will be a constant reminder of where I have been and where I am going ( Read more... ) -
wow
the start of this day was crap I woke up to being blocked out of my facebook account because of some one reporting my post about getting screwed over. time to go to court. then I see bitching about something that traci has no idea about..... which added to my frustration. and then another full day of my sister not listening to me at all. I gave her ( Read more... ) -
work
sometimes I wonder why I do this.... I have people that come in and always overwhelm me with 100 or more things and questions. I know I am not perfect but damn it just keeps coming -
Hmm
I sometimes wonder if I made the right decision in having a child with the person I have..... Sometimes I wonder if the job I have is the right one and if where I am at is right ..... I watched a movie that made me think more about these things than what I have before..... Especially when I come home to a dirty place and have to pick up after an ( Read more... ) -
Venting
To finally sum up my state of mind it's neither crass or harsh but misunderstood. I sit in a situation where no matter what I do it's wrong and people are happy to mess things up because they think they know what goes on. I'm tired of helping people that are lazy or overly compensating for their lackluster personality. I'm tired of getting bitched ( Read more... ) -
testing
daily we go through some of the most overly extreme and trying situations. how we handle these are what defines us as people. and as intelligent beings......what destroys that worth and integrity is the belief that being close minded and angry is the way to approach life. how do we as people allow others to influence our decisions and how do we ( Read more... ) -
its been a long time
I had a bit of nostalgia today and went to my roots of the old days. its been 7 years since i have typed on this page and it has been even longer since i have seen some of the friends i had on here. sometimes i wish i could go back to the old days but i sometimes think i am going in a positive direction. regardless i still love all the people that ( Read more... ) -
post traumatic mental disorder.......
which has nothing to do with what i am about to talk about... over the past several years i have found myself looking for that certain, but yet oh so uncertain thing that everyone longs for in their adult life. the spark of hope within ones true being...... at heart i would say that i am at most slowly coming to fruition for the whole subject of ( Read more... ) -
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so now that i am here and i thought i had so much to say. i thought about those words you said in fact i think about them alot. i know who i am i know you dont because you have yet to see me. but with every day that passes by i know that i need to prepare and i know that i must do more. its hard and its also hard for me to deal with being begged ( Read more... ) -
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i wish i was cool and could piss people off on purpose at a moments notice.