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If i told you you had a beautiful body,
would you hold it against me?
If i told you you had silken arms,
would you wrap them around me?
If i told you i worshiped your legs,
would you let me between them?
If i told you my world was corrupt,
would you share yours with me?
If i told you my heart was broke,
would you give yours to me?

the following entries are going to be incoherient bable, someone has asked that i try my hand at poetry, and it is the results

I've decided that there is no reason for me to go on living, thank you all for supporting me when i needed it.

my grandfather is dead.... he died at 10:30 lastnight. i spent the whole day by his side, i feel.. i dunno aquard. i havent cried one tear since the first time i saw him in the hospital. i guess i feel almost guilty that i dont feel as bad as i should or something. i miss him already, and my whole family is different without him, or since he is ( Read more... )

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is it bad that i spray every layer of cloths that I put on with bug spray?

well i work at camp now, with the 4&5 yr olds again ::dances::. we hae 15 of them, and they all like to cling. its like my own personal gym. cept its alive and makes funny noises. i also still work at big y on the weekends for now. gosh im exausted. im also grounded...ill explain later. well time to hit the hay, luv ya all!

ben

i have made a realization, i am never ment to have a working relationship. I am the guy anyone can come to talk to about anything, i ahve all the sage advice anyonhe would want, but when it comes to helping myself, i falter and people get hurt. so i have decided, i am from hence forth a fruit-fucking muse.

peace love and cottage cheese,
ben