I haven't been able to stop crying since I got home. I was really hoping that I would be accpeted into the ten minute play festival, considering that my teacher who runs it told me to submit, but I guess it didn't work out. It's just really hard for me right now accepting that, because I know that I'm a damn good writer, but everything writing related at the university has rejected me. It's extremely frustrating and disheartening, but I suppose since my play didn't meet the guidelines to a tee, I couldn't really expect that they would accept it, but I still hoped.
I really wanted a project to work on for my last semester. I am also really tired of having so many teachers tell me that I'm a great writer only to be turned down by everything university related that I apply to. I just want to get ahead. I just want to be acknowledged for something well done. But I think this disappointment has a lot to do with high school and how I could never do any wrong. It never set me up for failure.