i am moving on up..got a job..got a life..got a truck..and driving..and i am now 18 years old..i dont give a flying fuck about any of u..or u in generale.and i have nothing beter to do then waste my fucking time and money at deja vu^^..the best fucking tits i ever seen...>.> u all know who u r^^well i got to go off and fuck up my life now and have ( Read more... )

i have this feeling that i most always be loved..always be wanted..always have that somone to be there for me...but right now i dont have that feeling. im like a singer with no voice...a puppet with no strings..no one is there to hold me, and teel me its all ok..what has gone so wrong? i used to have it all! a beautiful girl friend, that loved me ( Read more... )

LIFE..HAHAHAHAH

my life has been good..but lately i have been having the worst time trying to cope with the world. i havn't seen my g/f Lauren (who i love so so so dearly!)(because i have been the most complete asshole) for 2 weeks, or even talked to on the phone. she has every right to hate my fucking guts, but prolonging us not talking is just making it worse. ( Read more... )

i have been doing some thing, and have been to bessy to write on here so i am so very sry, and i have not been able to see the love of my life for like 2 weeks! and i dont know if i can withstand any more of this hell! i mess her so very much! and she thinks that i am advoiding her, by leaving the internet on and not answering her ims..so that is ( Read more... )

i cant talk to my baby for like 3 days or i guess the weekand! :( so i am so bored, and so so missing her!! o and rikky, mik, jerald, premo...or any of u punks..lol..u told me to hang out with the crew more..right?¿ so i cant get a hold of u kool people. you are to kool to find!! el oh el!! so get a hold of ME!!! my # is in the coments of this ( Read more... )

i am laurens boy friend and im new to this community! and hey i make the koolest clothes..but do u like street punk clothes? lol ok bye and love

LAUREN?!!....I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF! and i want to be with you for ever! and i hope that tomorrow is the BEST day of your life..(witch it wont..because the day we get married will be!!) :) and i want every thing to be so so so special. and i hope you loved my prescient?!!! it was so hard to get! and you will NEVER see any one ( Read more... )

to do i finely let go off something that i have been hiding deep in the recesses of my soul!! something that hurt me so dearly, from my past. and it needed to be let go! and it hurt me so bad to try and let it go..but i finely did..after alot of...well ill admit it..crying..and i have a new outlook on life and, just trust issues.. i hope i didn't ( Read more... )

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