I wonder if having a fever of 102.3 is bad? Because thats what I had earlier tonight. I thought I was going to die. If I hadn't been on the phone I would of drove myself crazy thinking about it. I have never felt so bad in my life. I was really really sick ( Read more... )

It's really hard to trust people, especially when everyone tells you to trust them, but you know deep down inside that its harder than it seems. And when you see little things, that apparently are "taken the wrong way" but still makes your skin crawl. Sometimes I just don't know. I know that nothing good stays in my life for too long, so we'll ( Read more... )

I had a crazy weekend. It was a good one. I have hope that maybe just maybe something good is finally happening to me. That something would be Brandon. He's amazing ( Read more... )

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Yea, I'm sick of getting my hopes up just to find that things go crashing down and my heart gets shattered....

FAIR WEEK IS OVER :( My last fair week as a high schooler. My last summer. Wow. I just realized it. It was a good fair week. I was only bored once or twice.

I may have started a new thing with someone NEW. I don't know.

I sawa dusty one night, he was a hmmm whats the word...jerk. as usual.

....thats bout it

I did absolutely nothing today. I watched TV and swam. But, swimmings sucks if it is just you. I can't get on here that much either, because BOTH of my parents have learned how to use this thing. So they're on it. Jeesh.

There are some things I will never understand. Or should I say people. He makes my life so hard, and makes me so miserbale. I just don't know why I let him control my heart like he does. But, eventually one day I won't think about him at all and one day I'll be over him for good. But, now I guess I'll just have to deal with the heart ache ( Read more... )

Well, Krista i did meet some iowa kids. I liked most of them. I think I have some pictures with them. I really didnt like one of them, but thats alright ( Read more... )

That trip rocked. So much happened and I made so many great friends. A few I'll never forget. I really don't want to write about it though, it makes me sad. So...I don't know.