How uneventful things have been lately. I was really weird yesterday, I had these suicidal tendencies and I don't even know why. I'm not even sad!!!! Maybe it's my lack of medication, my mom forgot about it last night so I sat by myself in this room typing these awful things and creating nasty dramatic elements that I never spew. Ugh, I'm still ( Read more... )

It was hoorayish today! Gavin made me a scarf and it matches me shoes!!! It's so yummy. I got my henna tattoos done today, they're magnificently beautiful. I admire my hands now. I wish Gavin would come online, I'm bored and nobody's talking to me because I'm not cool enough. Yeah, it's sad.....well, I guess I'll be off now...

There was a boy named Johnny. He had dark blonde hair that reached his shoulders and he always wore a striped shirt. Johnny was a different kind of boy, well, compared to the rest of the boys. Johnny didn't have a mother or a brother, his sister lived in Mexico while his father enjoyed looking at life through a kaleidoscope. But this is besides the ( Read more... )

It was supposed to be a good day, but no, it crashed and burned. It ran along fine until 8th hour when Mrs. Rupert had me talk with her privately about how my negativity was bringing the entire alto section down. How can I bring down a whole entire section if I don't even talk? I find it amazing how she always points the finger at me when something ( Read more... )

Today was horrible....I don't know what to do with myself. Being home makes things worse, my mom is always sad and I don't know what to do to make her feel better. I gave her my pictures of Bear, and she cried. I'm such an ass. I felt that she deserved the pictures more than I did....it's hard to look at them because he died to abruptly. It wasn't ( Read more... )

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Today was eventful. I woke up at quarter to 12 and signed online right away. I talked to Gavin again for a long time and we decided to hang out. Lisa came over and I took us both to Kevin's house and watched a shitty horror movie. Well, I didn't watch it because I fell asleep ( Read more... )

My doggie died this morning. My mom is really bad, I'm okay, so is the rest of my family. We had to put him to sleep because he had a hematoma and all of his blood was draining into his stomach and it wasn't clotting. The vets couldn't do anything. My parents asked me if I wanted to go to the vets to 'say goodbye' or in other words, watch him die, ( Read more... )

Well, can you believe it? He's a boy, he's sexy, AND he's a boy that talks to me!!! It's a wonderful combination of giddiness and dreams. He's not only sexy and beautiful and sweet put together, but he's cool!! He doesn't call me weird (to my face) because I say 'wheeeeee' and 'moose' randomly. He walked me to my third hour class today, probably ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness, today was horrible for no reason. I don't know, my mood swings are just flooping around like nut cases and blah, it doesn't help that I have no money to spend. I need something new...something different ( Read more... )