There's nothing to do except try to write in this thing. I just can't pull it off right now.

Maybe my choice in music is normal to most high school kids but my parents don’t like it. I mean I listen to Godsmack and Staind all the time and I love to listen to Smile Empty Soul. Yet my parents and some of my friends don’t like the song choices I make. Is it because I’m just an angry person inside and the anger is close in busting out? The ( Read more... )

I don’t care if I’m a junior and I don’t think that Senioritis does either. I’m tired in 1st and 2nd period and I want to sleep. I’m awake in 3rd and 4th period and throughout lunch. I get tired again late in 5th period and that’s where I’m getting into trouble. I don’t want to do any homework at all. I just want to come home and do one of two ( Read more... )

I couldn't sleep last night at all. I was tossing and turning so much last night. I guess that was because I was anticipating going back to school and seeing my baby again. I can't be away from her too long. I didn't see her before school, between 3rd and 4th and between 4th and 5th. I don't like being away from her that long. I mean besides, we ( Read more... )

It’s all over with and it ended too soon. No, I’m not talking about Lauren and me. I’m talking about Spring Break 2004. It started out looking pretty bleak but I fought for something that would change me forever. I fought for the right to talk to people on my AIM. It was a decision that would change my life forever. I’ll tell about it later, but ( Read more... )

Well, Pat Green kicked some ass like he always does. I had so much fun tonight. It was unbelievable. I bought a shirt tongit so that I can be one of the PFG gang. He sang 12 songs and was onstage for a long time. I was little sad because lauren didnt come down to sit with me tonight but I forgive her anyways. Besides, her tix were way the hell up ( Read more... )

I can’t describe how I felt this morning, early morning at that. I can say that for now, my life is complete. I have everything that I could ever want. I have a starting position this year in my 2nd year of Varsity football, my grades are somewhat good, I have a job, and the last part was put in place this morning after midnight, someone for me to ( Read more... )

I'm sorry to all of those who are close to me. I screwed up by getting a speeding ticket one week ago today. I don't know when my court date is yet, but I'll keep you posted. My parents totally flipped out when I told them. I know I screwed up and I'm sorry that I did. I don't know how I have managed to regain some time back on AIM but I did. I'm ( Read more... )

Why do we sleep? Is it to remember things from the past? Is it to rest ourselves before the next day? Do we sleep because we need it? Or do we sleep just to pass the time away? Good questions to be answered. Unfortunately, I don't have the answers to these questions. I believe that we sleep because we need to get away from the day that has just ( Read more... )

I'm not a happy person. I should have been online earlier but I was faced with several options. Get on at 7 and get off at 9 and have AIM tomorrow, get on at 7 and get off at 10:00 and not have AIM tomorrow, get on at 7:30 and get off at 9:30 and have AIM tomorrow, or get on at 7:45 and get off at 10:00 and have AIM tomorrow. I chose the last one ( Read more... )