oh god

[boberryshow]

this is a big deal.
im updating without any pics.

I feel absolutley lost and confused.
I feel like im absolutley disgusting.
I cant think straight anymore.
My mind is so clouded with other things.

And the feeling of being alone just keeps growing.
Please forgive me if you heard this already.

Alone: (adj.) Being without anyone or anything else; only.

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Comments

[anonymous]

I know what you mean. By the way, you are beautiful, funny, smart, Perfect. We love you.

[boberryshow]

who is this?

[x_shesakiller]

awe jeez even though we just met and stuff just want to let you know you can always talk to me if you need anything or someone to talk to :)

[boberryshow]

<33

[capableofbeauty]

Don't worry, you are young.

[boberryshow]

lol thanks caroline

[capableofbeauty]

no problemo haha
seriously though - don't try to rush things b/c then it's not going to be true love or something/all good things come with time :)

[boberryshow]

:) <3

[beamster6155]

awww, dont worry cat, theres someone out there that loves u, someone that deserves you. i know what u mean about feeling alone, i feel like that too.

[boberryshow]

i miss you ashleigh! come home! <3

[beamster6155]

i miss you too! i'll be home in less than a month. we get to spend a whole 3 and a half months together, and we're gonna see the killers! even if i have to sell my kidney

[boberryshow]

I CANT WAIT TO SEE THE KILLERS OMG!!!!

[xsweetsorrowx]

you have plenty of time for love.

get drunk now, be in love later.

I only say the stupidest shit because I really have nothing else to say.
We can be lonely together if you want :)

<3333

[beamster6155]

actually i agree with jess(at least i think thats jess) get drunk now, be in love later.

[xsweetsorrowx]

this is indeed Jess, though I have no clue who you are...<3anyway cause you agree with me that means you're awesome.

[boberryshow]

that is ashleigh beamer. she is my neighbor. well, not currently. currently she is in college. but when she returns home, she shall be my neighbor!