my life barely deserves to be blogged about. the things i do these days, while seemingly fun, are mundane in the grand scheme of things. i go to restaurants sometimes. i drink sometimes. i watch movies and tv shows that i find interesting most times. i promise myself to find a new job. i see people and have conversations that seem important and ( Read more... )

every once in a while i have a restless night. the kind of night where i wake up for no reason at 1:00.. and then 2:30... and 3:30....etc thinking each time that my alarm hasnt gone off, and sure that its almost 7 pm ( Read more... )

i never thought pate would be delicious. but @ hot dougs... it is.

i had "White Wine and Dijon Rabbit Sausage with Truffle Mustard, Armagnac-Truffle Pâté and Truffle Balsamic Cream Drizzle"

makes me wanna nap. and dream about it all over again.

the election stirs something in me more and more as election day draws nearer and nearer ( Read more... )

i truly love the gay population which seems to always have some sort of place in my life. tonight i went to a gay sports bar and sang karaoke (shoop and ive had the time of my life).  the second song was a duet sung with the boyfriend of a friend of a friend. we became the sort of friends in 2 hours that have known each other for years. and i am ( Read more... )

The Master Speed
by Robert Frost

No speed of wind or water rushing by
But you have speed far greater.  You can climb
Back up a stream of radiance to the sky,
And back through history up the stream of time.
And you were given that swiftness, not for haste
Nor that you may go chiefly where you will
But in the rush of everything to waste
That you may have the ( Read more... )

do i hold on to my anger from 3 years ago or let it go?

when a wound is so deep that even if i can forgive i cant forget, do i try to move on?

meh im too tired to make a decision right now. but i am glad im on vacation.

so i took a vicodin about an hour ago and so far, so good. its makin me loopy and tired.

anyway. life has been hectic.... in a good way. i havent caught my breath in a while, and maybe i will this weekend. or maybe i will in 2 weeks after frank's wedding.

last weekend rachel got married down in bloomington. i took the amtrak down on friday and back ( Read more... )

so. my wisdom teeth extraction was my first surgery ever and it went swimmingly. as long as i dont get anything stuck in the sockets in the next few weeks, i would say the whole thing was rather an easy experience. i experienced some pain, but mostly i just ached. it felt as if i laughed too hard, too long. or like i made out with someone for 12 ( Read more... )

so.... apparently me and vicodin aren't exactly compatible. i just threw up some raspberry jello ( Read more... )