last week was petty good for me. I was generally happy. Then the weekend came and Igot depressed again. I can always find a reason to feel bad about myself. I can always find a reason to be depressed. I'm a fucking pro at self-deprecation, you might say the best! If it's not drumming...or more specifically music, then it's my insecurities ( Read more... )

I don't care what anyone says....I suck at drums, I can't listen to myself anymore without getting depressed at the fact that I can't do what I want or make it sound good. I don't know why I do it anymore....I don't know how to get better...or if I can. I want that creative spark once in a while.....but it never comes. I want to be able to be ( Read more... )

So, We won round two of Battle of the Bands! Now it's time for the third and final round! I wasn't even there when they called our name...I was outside cause I thought that the judges were going to take a while...I guess we're just that good. Now I'm off to record....I feel like such a musician...and so cool....who says that?!

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Bob Carroll is officially off the market...... Don't cry too much!

So, I figure it's time for an update. My life is going pretty well. I've been very busy, but then again, not really. My time is just concentrated. I am really enjoying my acting class. I've been not feeling as many "butterflies" and such when I have to get up in front of people and "act." Anyways, last night I saw "Tommy" done by the theatr ( Read more... )

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Ok, so lately I've been trying to keep up with the presidential race and so on and reading up on everyone and watching debates and there's one thing that I don't understand. We are looking at Hillary and Obama as a black man and a woman(not respectively...haha) and that's wrong. They are presidential candidates who should be judged and looked at ( Read more... )

I've learned a couple of things in this life. One of them is, don't get your hopes up about anything, the big or small thngs...you're only going to get let down.....you can't depend on anyone, people just let you down....you can't just dream of things.....nothing ever happens the way you dream it....one let down after another.... I don't even know ( Read more... )

it's amazing the attention you get once people see that you're a hot rockstar....yes, I said it........