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[bobthenakedelf]

on one part, i am regretful that i was unsuccesful. On the other, I am sort of happy. My family was really there for me, and luckily for me, did not get angry... but other people did. That one sort of hurt. Well, I don't even know why I did this.. well, I do, but no one ever will, cause of course, I'll get critisized for it. I'm gonna go help my

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[pintozoz]

ive been in ur position... we all ahve our reasons for trying it... and i thank god that you didn't achieve it... after you try it and fail, it gives you a new perspective in life... and you start appreciating the thigns you would have missed...

people get pissed because they don't udnerstand what you're going through... and because they care. they see it as a dumbass way out of the problems (and it is)

just keep on with life, because things are bound to get better... maybe not now, not in 3 days... but soon... dont give up so easily... thigns always get better... trust me... i've been there... i had my rough shares... but for three years now, thigns have been wonderful... occasional ups and downs, but hey... lifes not perfect, now is it?

[bobthenakedelf]

you're right, it's not.. and it sucks sometimes. Especially for those of us aware of something that's at such a more higher level then what everyone else is aware of, right, Sebastian? Shit, did that make sense? Even if it didn't, you understood. I love you, dude... and I am sorry, but I saw War of the Worlds tonight..!!! I'll see it again for you, though... <3 I miss having someone like you sit and actually listen to what I have to say with out trying to intervene with their own stories. We gotta meet up soon. TQM