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bobtheparatroop

the mixed emoitions of feelings past

Jun 30, 2004 00:47

lately has been really tough. i hate it when people that you think care for you and you care for them, treat you like shit. i know i'm not the best of persons in the world but i try my hardest to be the best damn friend i can. there are people in the world that derive on others feeling bad and derive the feelings out of their close friends and then ( Read more... )

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betterthanmindy June 30 2004, 08:24:38 UTC

Joshee...Hon...First off I'm going to say some things you probably already knew, but anyways...I love you, and I think you're awesome, you've helped me out so much and if not for you, I'd probably be dead. If I hadn't ever promised you that I wouldn't cut myself anymore I'd probably still be doing it. If I hadn't told you that I was doing it and acctually seeked help, I probably would have never stopped that night. Joshee, you're one of my best friends, someone I tell everything to, and would trust with my life. You've always been there for me when I needed it, even when I didn't need it...lol. I know everything you're going through/have gone through, is making your life kind of hard and I wish there was something I could do to help. I think you're a great guy and I would do just about anything for you. As for your mom, I'm not trying to sound like a jackass about this, but spend as much time with her as you can and appreciate it...a year ago last week, my grandpa died from cancer after being diagnosed with it for barely a month..as ( ... )

betterthanmindy June 30 2004, 23:39:03 UTC

Hey Josh ( ... )

bobtheparatroop June 30 2004, 23:55:11 UTC

Thank you, both of you. I love both of you so much, I thank the two of you always being here when I need to talk to somebody. I've just had a fucking shitty week so far. thanks.

you need a cookie! a pink one! really big pink cookie! dannie_arbuckle July 1 2004, 15:18:40 UTC

oh joshee! i'm sorry life is so hard for you! i wish i could fix it for you, but there are things that even i can't fix. i'm sorry that i haven't talked to you for such a long time. i have anew job and i hardly find any time to spend with will even though we work together. btw, i have a new job. yay! no more dick's! i work for a company called vector marketing in layton. i'm a sales rep and i sell CUTCO knives. anyway, back to you...i really wish i could do something for you. all i can do is offer my full support and love for you. you are one of my closest friends and i hate to see (or in this case hear) that you are in pain. i love you josh and just know that i'm here for you when you need me.

Re: you need a cookie! a pink one! really big pink cookie! bobtheparatroop July 3 2004, 11:20:27 UTC

thanks dani. yeah, i've just been gone and felt like shit lately. thanks again. but i really gotta jet, lates and love ya bubbe.