here alone in the dark. i feel safest, safest of all. and yet there is no safety. darkness imprisons me and binds me to the tower, the watchful tower of tranquility. the moon sets and the sun rises, i am not alone anymore for the people have come out, but once the sun sets and the moon rises, alone in the dark again i will be. for safety is all i ( Read more... )

i hvae just noticed i don't like a lot of the colors here, i need to learn more about this and creat my own. i want like a black and white tye-dye swirl backround, that would be cool. i'll have to talk to some other people to see how to do that. even put a black white and blue swirl in it, and someother shit to dress it up, so please have a seat ( Read more... )

i forgot to put something in there. i was driving back from our family friends farm, and my brothers car dies on me, it like new, and it dies. fucking sacry. i guess he got it running, something shorted out. wow. and it was snowing, fucking hell. i hate this place.

ok, its been what, 2 months since i have written in here. hmm. strange. so i have been busy, moved back to utah, less stressful. didn't want to get conned into doin something i didn't, like go on a mission. i'm a damn atheist, not a mormon. my dad just doens't get that, he judges everybody on if you're mormon or not, or if you believe in god or not ( Read more... )

theres an whitherd tree out on the farm ( Read more... )

well today is another day in hell. serious. i don't like my dads somewhat girlfriend he is thinking of dumping her. so now im playin pool on yahoo, whoo. this chic is from NY. yay ( Read more... )

Well today was eventful. my dad came home and i got to spend some time with his evil bitch girlfriend, kinda girlfriend. i think he is gonna call it off, cause he is never home. he hasn't been home for four months. god now i am call this place home. so yeah, we went to scottsdale to get something from somebody but she wasn't at her office ( Read more... )

just checking something out....

Well today was good i guess. i just got back from the gym and i am pumped up. i am tryin to rehabilitate my knees so yeah. i woke up at like quarter to 11, ha that early for me if you know me. i rarely sleep, i don't know why either. i just ripped this kid out that i thought was my friend but it turns out that since i am in the process of moving ( Read more... )