The Beginning

[bodgei]

First off - I decided to work on the post civil war story. I’m moving fairly slowly because I haven’t gotten the world worked out yet - I’ve only managed a little less than 3K on it this week.

Most of my creative friends tell me that pain completely stops creativity for them. I have the opposite feeling about pain. It is a good thing I do, since I

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[bodgei]

He was poaching - it was out of deer season, we were in an area where hunting is never allowed even in state season and I was riding in a ring directly behind a house. I was also in Hot Pink so I don't think he though I was a deer.

Oh yeah - mentaly I went through a lot with it. Pain patents are suposed to be screened for PTSD every few years so it isn't like I can't get help if I wanted.

I can see that about emotinal pain - that can spur a lot of creative work.

Moving like you did is a lot and you totaly turned your world upsidedown! I think the learning and Mark are worth it though.

[bodgei]

Yeah, mosto of us have PTSD to one extent or another. If you know every motion is going to hurt your brain has to do a lot of juglling. And it's that chronic stress that is mostly likely to give you PTSD - it's like your body is a war zone I guess.