What in the HELL is going on!? It seems like suddenly everything that was good and exciting in my life earlier this year is slipping away from me. I mean, I still have friends, but my buds seem to be slipping off in some way. Suddenly, I need something drastic enough to snap me out of this. I guess there's one girl I could possibly pursue, but ( Read more... )

This time of year is mixed with joy, happiness, and a CRAPLOAD of STRESS! Its no wonder some people grow to hate the holidays - they relate it to finals and christmas shopping. The mix of those two is enough to drive a sane person crazy.

All I can say, is that last night was EXACTLY what I needed to snap out of this. That, and the mixture of plenty of alcohol did me some good (of course not in every sense, but the ones that matter). Honestly, I didn't think it would be anything that I'd ever see myself doing, but at the spur of the moment I was up for something crazy. I swear, ( Read more... )

Go check this out, I keep watching it solely becaues it makes me happy. Its possibly one of the funniest things I've seen in awhile.

http://media.putfile.com/Never-Scare-a-Brother

Do you ever just feel like you don't belong? I had a moment like this last night. Laying on the couch, trying to go to sleep, I just had the feeling like I'd never be completely happy here. Don't get me wrong, I love EVERYTHING about this place. For some reason though I suddenly got the feeling like this little hole inside of me would never be ( Read more... )

Its seriously weird to me how I can go from thinking I know everything one day, to literally feeling like I'm completely lost in life the next. Yesterday, it seemed like the world was my plaything, and today I feel uneased and slightly confused. Its hard to go into too much depth on this, due to my misunderstanding. Heck, I wish I knew what it ( Read more... )

The last couple of days have actually been an eye opening experience for me. I've realized who really knows me, and who doesn't apparently. And also, who's naive enough to believe one side of a story, and who's willing to listen to the WHOLE story. But ya know, I'm not gonna vent on here this time. I'm saving that for my venting blog (soon to ( Read more... )

Well, apparently people like to jump to conclusions about me all over the place. Everyone just knows me SO damn well. In actuality, I am so random, that I don't see how any of that is possible? Can someone explain please? How does someone know me, what I'm thinking, etc... when they're not even in the same vacinity as I am. My own siblings don ( Read more... )

I am on facebook now. Own it. Love it. Add me as a friend.

Everything else is fine...except for a couple of classes.

Okay, just wanted to apologize real quick for disappearing again. Things down here are HECTIC! I'm still trying to get back into the swing of things with college life, and COLLEGE LIFE ;) ;) (jk). But seriously, with the singing cadets, flag football, homework they tell you about, and homework you have to find out about through osmosis, car ( Read more... )