Today was Senior day. It was alright. I got to talk to a lot of people that I don't normally get to hang out with. Like Ashley. I missed her. But anyway, now we're talking again, and it's awesome. These are the times when I'm not so sure I'm ready to leave. A few months ago, I was so excited to leave Powers. But now I'm nervous about moving on. ( Read more... )

Today has been a good day. Gave my speech in public speaking this morning. It was about my mom, grandma and sister. I invited them to come and listen. I made them cry. Whoops. Got paid 60 bucks for a painting I did...ahh the sweet smell of a check being cashed. There was this article in the school newspaper about me...ugh, I'm not sure I liked it. ( Read more... )

Lucky guess...

True story. Well, I better get goin on my ceremonial speech, which I so conveniently have to present tomorrow. Yes, and I just got the paper today. Thank you Mrs. Thompson. Then I have a crap load of other homework, and things for my open house to finish. Can't wait until prom. Can't wait until school's done. Then I don't have ( Read more... )

Yes! I think I'm ready for that exam tomorrow...well, except that I need to finish my labels and write up that blasted concentration statement. God, I hope I do well on this...cuz if I don't, what's left of my hopes and dreams will be flushed down the poop hole. Well, I must be off, because I've got a shit load of homework to catch up on ( Read more... )

This afternoon I had orientation at Mott. It was alright, but getting there and parking was scary. I mean, I knew how to get there and everything, but I don't drive around Flint enough to get the hang of the oneway streets and all the other stuff. A big semi almost slammed into my car. Death is out to get me ( Read more... )

School. It's so overrated. Let's see, where to begin. Well, the AP Studio Art exam is this Friday. We have to have everything labeled and ready for the portfolio...I'm freakin' out, as usual. Actually, no. I'm more scared of what I'm going to get on this "exam." Jemiere got a 4 last year, and she was the goddess of art. Sooo...I'll probably be ( Read more... )

Fuckin' sliced open my wrist...

Broke mom's lamp...she's going to be sooooo ecstatic...

Can't write my speech now...hurts too much.

And all my sister can say is "I think it's called 'karma,' Lori."

I guess I can't let it get me down. I am a good artist...as people pointed out to me. I'll keep working, and I'll keep practicing, and I'll get better. Maybe one day I can make a promising career...or maybe I'll be a big flop. Who knows ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm going nowhere in my life. This morning I felt like lying in bed for hours and hours. Maybe even days...or weeks, months...years. Until I die. I have no reason to get up. I have no feeling left to fuel my body. Week 4, and you're still here, but for how much longer ( Read more... )

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||| 46% Schizoid |||||||||||||| 58% Schizotypal |||||||||||||| 54% Antisocial |||||| 22% Borderline |||||||||||||||||| 78% Histrionic |||||||||||||| 58% Narcissistic |||| 18% Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 62% Dependent |||||||||||| 46% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||||| ( Read more... )