so yea this relationship thing isn't much diff cept maybe abit more affection and more sex. yea the sex....lol and you said you were normally quite ..lmfao well honey you weren't last night Sus had to turn up the tv upstairs and that mf is deaf...lol oh yea buddy ..... well i hope that i get that job wed i need it bad. ok well i suppose i shall get ( Read more... )

well things have been rahter ruff for me here lately. i had to move out of dara's i couldn't help her anymore and i wasn't getting anywhere with my bills so i moved out and now i'm starting all over AGAIN.. will it ever stop.. god i hope so .. but i need to get my bills fixed first and fore most or i'll have no choice but to run and that ain't good ( Read more... )

so today TOM came to visit i can't say that i'm ahpy i'm not really felling well at all. i'm moved and it's cool but i'm kinda lonely and i miss talking to Dara so much. when i told her i was moving i thought she would get mad at me and shit but she didn't i just wished i culd have helped her more but i was just digging myself deeper in debt right ( Read more... )

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so i got all kinds a fucked up lastnight. mexican flags that's my poison and man oh man let's see from what i can remember ....lol right we started playin Tony Hawk then i dunno what happened but yeah that didn't last long then came the music ... then more drinking....lol the drunk hit me.. then really drunk ... and some how ended up with a set of ( Read more... )

so now you have a man well i'm happy for you and i know that he really cares for you i just hope you the same for him well i'm gunna get back to the laundry was gunna drink a beer tonight but can't fathom the taste lol oh well morgan made kool-aide without sugar rather gross so maybe i'll bring over a cup of sugar from marks house and fix it in the ( Read more... )

so drunk i am right now and so i thought it'd be rather funny to read later when i get sober yeah let's see friday i found out the more i drink the straighter i get did the whole paper rock siccors with dara over a damn mand but he's really cool and a great cuddle buddy and shit but i won him oh yea so anyhoot i'm gunna get me some mas poonanny ( Read more... )

well the pressure is on and i'm not so sure i like it the money problem isn't getting any better and doesn't seem like i can pull out of this one this time. unless i can find 500 in a hurry just to have things on the safe side utilities can be paid but rent is the biggest. stress will be the death of me fer sure. i guess i jus need to get down to ( Read more... )

so lastnight dara and i went out last night with jesus and jared to balonkas got fucked up i was a dancin' fool from what they said but i don't care i had fun and then we ran into jennee which niether of us had seen her in awhile she was lookin' mighty fine might i add she too is single now. yea buddy. three musketeers again ...lol wel i don't ( Read more... )