DAMMIT!

[body_shy]

Screw this crap. I'm out of freaking CONTROL again.

I'm done, done, DONE.

The only time I've ever been even remotely NORMAL I was restricting. So that's what I'm going to do. RESTRICT. 1000 calories or less. Hopefully LESS. A lot lot LOT LESS.

I need to stock up on the ice and bottled water.

Comments

[petal_rage]

How have things been going for you? It's been awhile since this entry, but hope things are better.

[kiarra]

im back to here. number counting. how are you?