I think that my main problem is that I've decided a lot of things about myself. the day I decided not to give anything of myself to people was the day I stopped knowing how to. it's all words. I haven't actually lost my memory
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yo dude. I don't really know, we hung out twice more since before the Lake, but we really just drank and then spent the night together. so it might just be that. I kind of feel like I blew it in that sense. or not. I don't know. he's much smarter than I am, I feel like a mess around him. the last time we hung out was tuesday night, and he had drank some and so had I, but he was so sweet to me and we had a really good conversation. but then the next morning he kept asking me questions I'd already answered, so I think he was drunker than I thought. so who knows. I feel like crap about it right now, but that's just right now. I suppose he might call this weekend. guh.
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