ANYONE KNOW WHO OR WHAT THIS IS ( Read more... )

Wow, last night was amazing. It's such a wonderful feeling to be with someone, knowing they're the only person you'd ever want to be with in that moment. And to simply be happy without needing to remind yourself to be. Dinner was awesome and going back to "our" beautiful house and sitting in "our" hottub, haha! And thank you for telling me ( Read more... )

Am I really a "nothing" to you? Did you really mean that? I just wish for once you were real to me again, that everything you said to me wasn't cynical or bitter. I can't accept that you're really just an asshole and don't care about people because I spent a year knowing it wasn't true. I want to believe that though, so I can stop thinking I'm ( Read more... )

"I am glad to the brink of fear" - emerson ( Read more... )

Well, so thats that i guess. I better be a good girl now =P

Man, things were going so well lately. Such a good break and i was really happy for a while a there, happy with people and life, content. But i guess its not meant to be, eh? Even if it does feel right? I have really bad timing...I don't know what to do. I don't wanna be bitter again, but how can i not be? I feel like a fucking contestant on the ( Read more... )

I went surfing! haha..well..almost. I tried but i sucked and it was freezing and i got run over by another surfer. O well, i'll do it again someday! thanks for trying matty! You were awesome yesterday, for helping me and buying food and driving for soo long..wow, we gotta go somewhere else sometime. I was happy. The beach was fun too ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

fuck. why do i have such fucking bad luck with cars?? now i can't drive for another month at the minimum. i don't feel like i'm some awful crazy driver, i just feel like i get really screwed over sometimes.

hahaha...swing dancing